Intrologue.

This blog is an attempt for me to collect as Many of my thoughts as I can, and maybe even arrange them into something coherent, It will Contain everything from my wants, However Carnal or not they may be. to my fears, My Successes, and the occasional setback, I don't expect you to Like or Agree with Anything I say, and To Accept it as far as it sides with your own experiences. Being right on blind faith is as bad as being wrong., and less likely.

So read if you like, and Comment back if you Do, We might become friends, we might get close.

Then Again, we might just move on from each other, as if we'd never met, and isn't that terrifying to consider...

I suppose I should give you some background story, So that everything I say has something akin to context.

Let's See, I'm 17, live with my Mother, brother, and Grandmother. I'm Physically a male, but it's Highly debatable, Mentally, I can be anything from Female Androgyne, To slightly-less-female-but-still-Androgyne. I'm Prone to feelings Which Upon Assessment were described as Depression, but the women who Assessed me Seemed to think the Gender "issue" was an Issue, So I wouldn't call it depression, Seeing as there isn't much Loathing of the self.

I think that's Important, You may not like your weight,your skin color, the fact that your Abused, or that you're Unhealthy, But I think that as long as you live by morals and ethics YOU personally Can believe in, it will be alright.

It took me a long time to realize that though, To become Comfortable with the fact my morals and ethics at best didn't match, and at worse could be seen as opposite to the morals and ethics of society. But I realised It doesn't Matter, I can justify my actions and handle their potential repercussions, and that's what Counts, That and the fact that they're mine, i own them.

I do Of course regress, On occasion, and this blog is an attempt to deal with that, as well.

Anyway, I strongly suspect I'm rambling right now, So I'll close it off here and repost tommorow, or more likely, later on tonight.

I love you.